[Update]

juz drop by to say
hi all my frens
im nw working at kl
find me at sungei wang if u r com 2 kl k
im fine here

actualy nw woking
juz curi curi guna computer
so
see ya^^

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[Jerry]

『累』

今天

去parade

什么事？

"

"

夹在中间难做人

他妈的

姐

我不是骂你

也不要怪我

只是

你是大人

不要那么幼稚好不好

放下成见

我知道你对我好

谢谢你

"

"

哥

对不起

今天没能陪你

委屈你了

要你迁就我

真的很对不起

我很为难

不知道该怎么做

谢谢你的体谅

也谢谢你对我的好

对不起

真的很对不起

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

无语

讨厌这样的情况

今天很累

身累心也累

见到晴也没有说什么

真的累到不想说话

晴，我真的很想你...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

还有3个多小时就要走了

会很少有机会上线

有什么事打我电话吧

0143072302

(ps:来信者请告知姓名,谢绝变态搔扰.)

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『希』

『真他妈的兴奋+累』

2.40am

够力

刚刚才回到家

原因

就要从今天早上说起了

"

"

话说

今天是我们考SPM的最后一天

华语嘛

就特别兴奋啊

诶诶

别以为很容易啊

西北难一下的说==

我都不知道我在写什么

我不要连B也没有哇!!! >.<

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

考完过后

就自然到怡保市区去玩的啦

先去拜访MCD叔叔

重新装潢了是美的咯

过后叻

跟我朋友车去parade

因为哥哥叫我去

还请我看戏

阿拉

《风云 II》

看到有点想睡觉

不过无可否认

特效做得很好

把角色发挥得淋漓尽致

"

"

看完过后就到处闲逛

过后遇到姐

哥姐两人碰面

我变成汉堡包里面的一块肉==

该怎么做???

=SKIP=

逛完过后当然回家啦

没啥特别

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

回到家没多久

朋友信息来出去喝茶^^

本来很悃但是却“振作”起来了

啊哈哈

阿拉

去到糖水街喝茶

过后我们这班衣衫不整的家伙一起去逛parade

所谓的衣衫不整就是t-shirt短裤拖鞋加没整理仪容 >.<

啊哈哈

好搞笑

可是那时都是收工时间啦

无所谓啦

"

"

过后

回万里望

去mamak store喝茶(2)

哇老

整肚子都是水==

突然liwen问我有没有lighter

奇怪干嘛问我借

原来刚才她在parade买了一个小小的杯子蛋糕

要送给阿高庆祝生日

有感动到咯她

我们就在众目睽睽下唱了生日歌

不错不错^^

坐了大概有一小时吧

就各分东西(回家啦==)

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

我是回家

但不是回我家

是回哥哥家

因为多几分钟又要出去了

啊哈哈

哥说去密会情人

阿拉==

过后就驾着哥的妈妈的车出发去

附近的一间茶室

坐了大概有2个小时吧

哥突然说问我们要不要学车

我当然猛点头啊^^

=SKIP=

我家附近

由于路很直

当然被选为练车好地方

首先是我来驾

因为有经验

是没什么问题啦

只是不会调拐弯的角度

经哥修改后就不错了

PASS XD

过后就轮到琪

新手第一次很不错

只是我的胸部差点被撞平了==

因为她一面讲电话一面驾车

差点撞上

突然来个emergency break

阿拉@.@

我整个人被抛向前撞到司机的座位

够力到==

我汗颜T.Tlll

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

兜了几个转过后哥便送我回家了

好累哦

不过还是要先上来报告一下

"

"

明天又去parade了

希望一切顺利吧==

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

睡觉去

晚安^^

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『希』

『SuperJerry』

y i put 『SuperJerry』as my title?

hehez

i oso duno

wan thn put

nw-3:24am

i stil cnt slp

coz......

juz nw sudah slp ma >.<

ltr wil b the las subjet 4 SPM

B.Cina

alao~

so xcited!!!

the las day of SPM

after tat go n wet crazily

waiting 4 tat momen......

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

finaly

i dye my hair

oni RM25

ahaha^^

执到宝

promotion-ing of the salon

gud gud

tat tauke niang recomen me purple-red

i hav no idea thn nvm dye tis color

nt bad

quite lk it^^

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i damn u mother fucker!!!

wth were u planing

dun wan 2 listen 2 u anymo

i beter find myself

felt so dulan whn talking wit u

tats all!!!!

lastly

FUCK YOU!!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

『家』

看了雪红姐的comen

领悟很多

感觉不错^^

家

给我的感觉越来越强烈

"跌倒了，就爬回起来啊..
最重要的是你的毅力一直都在..
像我朋友说的，累了就回家吧...
回到家就可以抛开一切，什么事都会有人帮你顶了..
不久就去KL了吧？
放心吧，以你的性格，
我相信你可以的...
不要去担心任何事情了，
做了决定就放胆去吧..
很想说声，感觉你真的长大了..
不再是那个以前叛逆的家伙了..
好好享受吧~"

我真的长大了么？

也许是吧

自己一个人在外生活不容易

但我不会那么容易放弃

以我的性格

我可以的！！！^^

啊哈哈

家

永远是每个游子的避风港

我爱我的家！！！

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

累了

睡觉去

有事信息我电话

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『希』

『Im awaken』

4.10am

im awaken

duno y

im nt tired anymo

mayb i slp on 9 smtg

listened 2 the songs esentialy

2 help me 2 fall in2 my dream

but fail 2 do it

wtf

turn on the computer

link tis link tat

damn boring

sombody acom. me plz>.<

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

wil dye my hair on 13th

wat color sud i choose?

light brown?

i lk it^^

"

"

14th DEC

the las subject of SPM

B.Cina la

ala

time pas damn fas

SPM wil end up soon

wil my results bad as b4?

i dun hope so!!!

SIFU said all my subject wil pas geh

b confiden sikit la wey...==

arg

wat am i talkin bout???

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

18th DEC

wil start my new life

im goin 2 live in KL

coz gt a job thr

hope i'll ecly pas through it

all tings done!!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

『雨天,未来的日子会有晴天?』

下雨了

雨很大，很密

空气突然变得很冷

水也很冰

还不想去洗澡

不是因为水很冰

不是因为天气冷

是没有心情

看到我这么写

你们一定会说

“心情好坏跟洗不洗澡有啥关系？”

有

心情不好就自然做什么都提不起劲啊

明白？

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

本说今天会有消息

可是信息却没有一封

到底什么问题

我真的很急

问题一个一个接踵而来

还没去到KL就已经出问题了

出到去

自己一个生活的情况

想必会一塌糊涂吧

我不敢想象

更不敢去想

现在才发现

家

才是最好的

有父母的照顾

不愁吃穿住

"

"

以前总埋怨为什么我要干那么多家务

现在我宁可留在家干粗活

以前总想自己一个到外面去住

可现在却想留在这里

很多以前想要做的事

现在如愿以偿

但却万分不舍

就好像以前的我

一直盼望能够早点毕业

不用再对着厚厚的书本

到现在终于毕业了

却会想要回到以前

继续过着无忧无虑

汗朋友一起念书玩耍的日子

但事与愿违

高中生涯结束

以前变成过去式

现在是时候面对未来

为自己的未来打拼

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

最近彻夜难眠

一直在想我以后的事情

我担心

担心自己是否能应付

应付一连串的考验

最近我的心情异常的紧张

不知道为什么

就是紧张wth

看着自己身边的人事物

就快要随自己身边离去

不

应该说

我离他们而去

到另一个地方

开始新生活

适应新环境

接受新事物

结交新朋友

我应付得来？

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『希』

『Chemistry paper』,dying~

go 2 skul as usual

felt so tired coz slp at 5-6am

im insomniac!!!

damn it

"

"

"

paper 1

wtf izit

the ques say hi 2 me

but i ain't nt noe it

hw do i do???

i dun wan my paper 1 get tat less corect>.<

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

paper 2

paper1 hard thn suan jor

paper 2 even mo harder thn paper 1

ala ni~

sei ngang

i reli duno wat sud i fill in2 the blanks

"

"

"

paper 3

i thot i cn get my confidence bac lk bio n phy paper

but i fail 2 do it

y chemis paper is harder thn physics paper

i dun wan 2 fail my chemistry

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

go 2 work at KL esentially

but smtgs hapen

wtf the 3 gals

y apears at the time tat i wan the job nw

so confusing....

i wan tat job!!!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

PHYSICS,out of my life!!!!

ala ni

physics paper was over too

damn xcited ar

"

"

"

go 2 skul as usual

fetched by my fren

o yeah~

motor bike

heheh....^^

okie,reached

no ppl at all==

zha dou

=SKIP=

same as the day tat having BIO

i stil keep kacau my frens at canteen

while they r doin' revision

chit n chat,jokes.....

anyting la

after tat

go upstairs

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

paper 1

ala

all tembak oni

duno at all==

summo i felt damn sleepy

quickly finish thn slp >.<

"

"

"

paper 2

ala

apa ni lagi

langsung tak tau==

fill in the ans tat i thk i do noe

thn pas the paper 2 the pengawas n go out

yeah~

having lunch

ahaha

after tat thn bac 2 skul

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

paper 3

o yeah~

my confidence bac coz of tis,too

lk the BIO paper 3 b4

bt section B i stil cnt score

cnt write the esay probaly n completely

haiz....

i hope my PHYSICS paper can pas>.<

bac home at around 2.45pm

after i finished my paper

aiks

smtgs hapen

dun wan 2 talk la

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

2 papers left

CHEMISTRY n B.CINA

exam 55 over la

im so sufer ar!!!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

Zha len dou==

juz view a video frm youtube

quite zha dou

post here n u may hav a loook^^

Mood bac plz......==

feeling so moody

juz hav a sampoerna outside my house

duno y

y do i hav so much guts 2 do it???

hu noes

im bloging 4 wat???

xpres my feeling

or writing bout som fucking nonsense

cnt slp at all

headache-ing...

"

"

"

MSN

no 1 on9

saw my fren acidently n i clicked

ala~

omos faint coz she's watching KERORO==

skip....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

time pas so fas

nw juz left 3 subjects

n thursday wil b my PHYSICS paper

im waiting 4 it

feel lk wan 2 giving up tis paper

n dun wan 2 do any revision 4 it

i noe i ain't nt manage 2 do it

study physics 4 wat?

izit my career related bout phy???

no...

wat do i do？

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

actualy

i dun wan 2 stay at home 29

so boring n fucking lonely

wan 2 chit chat wit frens

wan 2 tel the tings tat i wan 2 say

i lk 2 b wit my frens

im hoping 4 16th n 17th DEC comin'

playing crazily n save an un4getable memory

exam pass quickly plz...>.<

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

BIO,Fuck off!!!!

woohoo

as my title said

bio paper was over

o yeah~

I like to mov'it mov'it

(crazy edi==GOD)

having bio paper 2day

so stresful las few days

duno whr sud i start 2 revise

finaly

choose som topics n folow the TIPS

damn it

so hard 2 memorize the func. of ORGANELs

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

reach skul erly in the mornin

go 2 canteen

ala

a few ppl oni==

coz juz 2 clases

5S1 n 5S2 were siting 4 BIO paper oni

okay,skip

i dint do any revision thr but keeped gao gao zhen in between my frens

ahahas

lastly

they stil cnt concentrate coz of my distubing^^

paper 2

ala

ques apa ni

saya tengok2 tapi tak tau buat

suan

fill in the ans tat i noe

slp slp slp n slp~

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

paper 1

ahahas

som ques tat i confirm betul

listen,som oni har^^

thn pengawas so gao xiu

y she keeped smiling on her face???

summo

i thk she gt >150cm tall oni==

kesian betul ni~

even i sit on the chair oso taller thn her

haiz...

"

"

"

paper 3

ahehes

i've fill in all the blanks

xcep ques no. 2(esay ques)

simply simply write smtg tat i rmb

copy the probem statemen n aim frm the paper oni....[T.T]

but stil thx god....

paper 3 makes my confidence bac

hope cn get mo marks frm thr...

playing crazily while paper 3 was runnning

ahaha

tat sohai teacer duno at all

curi2 makan gula2

arg......

1 mins ltr

YEEPEE!!!!

Pengawas:"OK,masa sudah tamat,berhenti menulis,cikgu akan kutip kertas jawapan..."

CLASS:"Yoyoyo....bio refrens boks cn burn edi...."

==

ala

clas apa ni......

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

『2012-The End of The World』

这部花了2亿美元的灾难片的确让我期待

刚看完这部片子

感觉不错

领悟很多

场面也很震撼

更能让人体会到人性的善恶面

这个感觉会比【明天以后The Day After Tommorow】精彩

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

大难临头时

有的人会选择自私地抛下挚爱的人

也有些人会选择跟所爱的人一起牺牲

这就是人性

在戏里

它让我没有一丝喘息的机会

地球灭亡了

一波又一波的灾难接踵而来

先是地震，火山爆发，寒雪，然后海啸

天也不让他们有一个生存的机会

最可笑的是

世界上最聪明的灵长类动物-人类

在灾难发生时

竟然显得如此的渺小

"

"

"

"

是不是每个人都会在要失去某样事物时才来珍惜？

是不是每个人都会在临死前才肯说出自己的心声？

如果末日预言是真的

人们会怎么样？

不要以为时间很多

其实每个人每分每秒都可能面对死亡

不知听那位朋友说过了

“把每一天当作是你的最后一天，珍惜身边所拥有的一切，就算死，也了无遗憾”

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

我的单“蠢”看法：

今年是2009年

我是中五生

17岁

正在面对大马教育文凭

我有一个很好的未来

为工作为兴趣而努力

我还有很多新事物没有尝试

如果末日真的来临

请先给我2年的时间

我要好好去拼去尝去玩去试

还有

让我学着去珍惜身边的人

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

玛雅历的末日传说能相信吗？

玛雅民族计算到希特拉出生及死亡的日子

汽车及飞机的发明日期（本文載自玛雅历法）

都应验了

末日预言能相信吗？

2012年12月21日，临晨12时

人类都不存在了吗？

看到电影里的画面

我现在还心有余悸

世界还会重来？？？

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『希』

『宅男』

stay at home all the day long

im omos crazy

life lk tis

boh ben la

woke up an erly in the afternoon

ahaha

bout 12 smtg

no 1 at home==

thn having my breakfast

siting infron of the computer

until nw

so boring

nasib baik som1 was on9 n blow water wit me

until nw too^^

arg....

my back bones omos crash

siting too long

ala.....

i twist my waist

som sounds lk"krak krak krak....."

cam out

urg....

so xien ar!!!!!

fon was out of credit

wat 2 do 2mr???

NOTHING...

arg.....

『Jerry』

『无聊篇』

今天很早就回家了

大概3点吧

原本是4.30分结束的

没办法

谁叫今天考add maths==

我是班上唯一一个那么快出来的

也是一直以来唯一一个保持早退的记录

连那里的监考老师都认得我是谁

唉。。。

命苦

我是在什么情况下进5S2的啊？？？

无奈。。。。。

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

下个星期一考生物

啊>.<

我最差的一科

要怎么修补啊？？？

至少给我及格啊

拜托老天

我不要肥佬

怎样也好

生物，物理汗化学都要及格

想到这里我都汗颜了

还有那么多天要熬

妈啊！！！

一下考完不就好了吗

还要拖那么久时间隔那么远

及格及格及格！！！！

呼～

没气啦==

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

终于存够钱了

现在只是等SPM结束

然后一支箭飞去染头发+剪头发^^

然后去genting旅行旅行^^

旅行回来过后又上回去打工打工^^

做完回来就去当兵当兵==

不过

值得高兴的是我的户口会多了很多钱（$,$）

啊哈哈

打工回来有钱

当兵回来也有钱

我两眼都发光了呢*.*

回到来第一件事就是

换手机^^

过后帮我的衣橱进货

问题是

以后的事

以后再谈

想再多也没用==

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

滴滴滴滴滴滴滴滴——

即时资讯:

崩溃...T.T

刚刚朋友线了一封询问兵营地点的查询讯息给我

妈的！！！

晴天霹雳泪如雨下欲哭无泪七孔流血

我竟然是第2批或第3批

我！不！要！

我要读书我要升学啊

那里可能去到啊

摆明陷我je......>.<

点算点算？？？

加上

我要读书

我不要第2批

我是好孩子

我不要第3批

我要第一批！！！

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『阿希』

Hey There!!!

hey thr im bac 4 update a bit^^

dint on9 since my pc hangin on==

coz....

hardisk hang jor==

gona chg....

T.Tlll

^$$^...(money flied symbol)

ala

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

SPM was stil running

DARN it coz made me omos craziest 4 it

but so hapi tat my MM paper 1 get 33 corect^^

my paper 2 stil hangin on the hand of the teacer

BM,BI,SJ,PM,MM paper were over....

nw is the time 2 worry bout my SCIENCE paper

PHY,CHE n BIO

damn it

im dying.....>.<

feel so suffer 2 sit on SPM

however

FIGHT 4 MY FUTURE!!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

2mr...

ahaha

ADD MATH paper

woohoo

sit thr 4 half an hour

thn bac home

syok!!!! >.<

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

Photo Section^^

here is som foto tat took on 6th NOV
upload nt much here
wan 2 view mo fotos plz log on to
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=279354990&uid=45708203


















yea^^
my certificate of graduation

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[Farewell Dinner]











++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

6th NOV,Form 5 2009 Graduation Ceremony

『我们会再见』
i wil nvr 4get bout 2day
ordinary but quite ceremoniously
go 2 skul erly in the mornin
all my frens seem so hapi
well
v gathered in our skul hall after asembly
v performed our song
thing eng was cried bhind me while v were singin
after our performance
v all collapse bhind the stage
of course i cnt stop my tears too
reli so touching til chinkarmun oso cried
Dino,dun cried alone in the corner
v all r here 4 u
tis is the 1st time i saw u cried
so man lie....^^
foto section after tat
v've changed out clothes
gals were so prety n boys were handsome
include me hahas...XD
hole clas were gathered in the skul hall
wil upload the foto here soon
after tat v takin our KFC n having it in the canteen
summo
2day were yong jie's b'day
hole clas were celebrate 2geter wit him
5S2 foto section thn
hole canteen were full of 5S2 students
taking foto crazily hahas
Mr.Ng S.E.,Pn.Lee B.S. n Pn.Lai M.L. were here 2 takin foto wit us
wan 2 say tat Teacher I LOVE Us!!!!
thx 4 teaching n giving so many advise 4 me all the way long
n wana say TQ 2 all my frens
thx 4 acompany me 2 pas through the tough way
n help me so much
"
"
"
went 2 parade thn
hole clas were wearing the same clas-T
many eyes on us
ahahas
so syok nie^^
v sing k,watched movie n played bowling
phiew...
so bc huh..XP
went bac home after tat
damn tired nie
finaly wan 2 say the las TQ 2 all my frens n teacer
thx 4 giving me the memory of skul lifes
FRENSHIP 4EVA
Gudbye my FRENS

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

came bac home juz nw
goin out wit nicky
haiz
hard 2 xplan n dun wan 2 xplan wat hapen
reli RIDICULOUS
suan......
"
"
"
4 u i've ntg 2 say
i noe u stil lk her
so i wont put too much efort on u
i'm reli so tired
sory.....
u r'nt my cup of tea
otol i lk u

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

long time dint mention bout U in my blog
ur sis said tat u were sick seriously
hw r u????
if im stil ur bf sure i wil scold u
sick edi stil wan 2 perform
it wil bcam mo serious okay???
n dun drink too much alcohol or smtg lk the tings tat r no gud 4 ur health
plz lar.....
tis is 4 ur own gud bt nt mine
"
"
突然很想你
我朋友问我为什么那么傻放开你
我没有的选择
你太好了
好到我觉得我自己对你很不好
一直都要你来迁就我
我反而不会迁就回你
我觉得我自己根本不会去体谅你
我很不听话
对不起
我毕业了
今天在学校的最后一天见不到你
我很遗憾
真的很想跟你要个拥抱
一次就够了
因为可能以后就再也见不到你
也很难再找到像你那么好的女生
能容忍我的脾气就只有你
趁着再也见不到你的时候说出真心话不会过分厚？
我迟点可能不会留在怡保了
我们会再见吗？？？

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


『我很想见你』

『希_Jerry』

心情忐忑

11月5日_晚上11点42分
明天就毕业了
不舍
真的很不舍
以前总是一直吵着说要离开学校什么的
到了这个时候才懂自己是多么的不舍得
不舍得朋友们，老师们
学校的每一个角落
都有我们的回忆
"
"
"
刚刚才从天虹回来
出席我们的farewell dinner
女生们都穿得美美的
我大饱眼福咯^^
哇咔咔
讲回正题==
朋友们都很准时
甚至早到
真的很高兴
可惜的是我们的班主任>Pn.Loges
因为一些急事不能来
真的很可惜>.< 拍了很多很多的照片
留住了很多很多的回忆
玩得真的很尽兴
到外面去透透气
想起以前的点点滴滴
泪流了，不舍得心情完全展露
刚才老师们都劝我要用功
够力的是Pn.Lee B.S.
一来到就坐在我隔壁一直叫我
“li kei啊，被D心机啦，我知你好叻嘎，你肯读就得嗰咯，最紧要就系在bio paper 3同objective果度拿分啊，bla bla bla................(以下文字省略3000字)
(P/S:叫我li kei是因为不懂我的名字而乱叫,==我叫yee kei)
老师
我知道了
为了我的前途
我一定会用功的
熬一个月就过了
加油！！！！！！！！

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

真的睡不着
可是却很累
是因为明天就是毕业典礼的关系
还是因为你没有找我的关系
真的不爽
为什么那个人在你对我会那么收敛？
看到她搂住你的腰我超级不爽
她已经是你的过去了
为什么还要这样？？？
所以我把脸往另一边看
你问我为什么走的时候那么冷
因为我不想看到一些我不要看的东西
我真的好想问你
你还喜欢那个人么？？？
为什么那个人在你对我的态度会180度转变？？？
我看得出那个人真的还喜欢你！！！
你知道吗？？？
你让我却步了
我不敢再向前走
我以为我终于找到我喜欢的人了
可事情并不如愿
你说你会伤害到我
这是一定的
我不好受也是一定的
我需要一个在乎我感受的人
我需要一个关心我的人
我需要一个在我不开心时会跑来问我为什么的人
可是你不是那个人
你也不会是那个人

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


『我们会再见』

『希』

NOTHING in between US

v r nothin'
i ain't dint workin hard
i've tried
sory seems tat i dun wan 2 get hurt
again
WTF
my mind was blank n
im cried
y im cried???
ntg else 2 cry 4
DARN!!!!
i hate myself
hate 2 b a fool
listenin' 2 S.H.E.'s old songs
i lk their voice
n the music had juz made me collapsed
such a sentimental rhythm
"
"
am i place in the middle of the lake???
im sink???
NO......
im juz mis U too much
im cheating myself
plz....
dun U wan 2 made me faling in love wit U huh???
u've gain UR ends
im get defeated
Okay.....
I MISS U

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

b a anak baik 2day
stay at home
ala
damn boring>.<
woke up at 2pm in the afternoon
went downstairs having my lunch
"
"
"
my granma was here
let she use the belt tat cn cure her disease
wan 2 say sory 4 my granma tat long time dint go 2 c u
even i gt go out
reli sory 2 let u b alone
duno y i've no courage 2 ask:"How are you?"
im too inarticulate
n i nvr say lk tat 2 any family member b4
so hw do i expres it out???
huh
jerry,u r so sucks...!!!

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『I'm SUCKs』

『Jerry』

Clouded n rainy day

the sky was so dark
it's raining
seems tat my mood oso
actualy juz bac frm outside
go makan supper wit family
such a long long time dint go out wit thm liao
aiks
the situation was juz same lk b4 the days v go out
ntg 2 say in between us
ARH.....
family member wor
"
"
"
"
i hate my bro
damn him
wan 2 borow his fon 4 a while
bagi muka lan si
dun wan borow ma dun borow lo
wan lk tat mou
wan 2 kick him out of the car la
takde besar takde kecil(无大无小)
hw do u talk 2 me
shouted 2 me!!!!!!
did ur mom teach u talk 2 ur elder sis lk tat????
no la diu!!!!
reli angry bout ur atitude lo
tis is nt the 1st time
no manners at all
im ur sis plz
show me som manners n respect ok???

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

went 2 parade 2day
ARG.....
feel lk long time dint hanging out jor
reli mis thr ar>.<
n i mis SEMPOERNA too
kakax...XD
i buy a new spec frm yuki jiejie thr....
wan 2 wear it on graduation day
ala
lk it veli muchi....^^
blah blah blah.......
"
"
"
"
after tat
bac home
went 2 bus station outside the shoping complex
ala
its heavy raining==
DOG-ASS!!!!!!!!!!
lalalalalalalalala
v r in the rain.....==
coz the bus station is OPPOSITE the complex!!!!!!
WTF>.<
me n niphel macam a dog falling into the longkang
ok nvm
bac 2 m'lembu
damn it!!!!
rain mo heavy thn in ipoh
hw 2 get bac????
sudenly miss my home veli much...XP
ok,final decision
rush bac 2 niphel's home
ahaha
v r edi crazy
2 sot ppl running n rushing under the rain
ahaha...T.T
yeah finaly v reached
so wat do v loks lk
心知肚明啦
ok juz skip it==
the water was driped frm my hair non-stop
okkkkkk thn
my mom reached niphel's home n fetch me bac
i hate air-con!!!!!!(in tat momen la^^)

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

thx mom
i thk u r start 2 acep me
bout my dress up
n bout my atitude
sory 4 my bad mannered b4
reli wan 2 tel u tat im lesbian
bt finali i hold it bac
coz dun wan 2 hurt u once mo
let it b la.....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Miss u dear』

『JERRY』

Im Crazy....>.<

[SCHOOL]
ala
im crazy in skul 2day
wat the....
act lk a SISSY
any post tat nt sexiest geh i wil nt post
ala ala
no eyes c
wat wat "Teng Hong Kat Butt"
ala
my fren cnt stan bcoz of me
ahaha
feel lk wan 2 vomit jor
im hu im la plz==
im a JOKER

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

wil present our graduate song 2mr 4 ms.ng
so nerves n
2day the boys were nt cooperate at all
ala
damn'em!!!!!
dun playing the fool i tel u'all
tis's the las year in skul
Form 5 Graduation
u hav 2 show off urself on the stage
i thk u'all oso dun wan b criticize by oter rite???
thn????
do it rightly la diu!!!!!
wat atitude were u'all show me ar
v already hou seng hou hei 2 cal u sing jor
u thot it's unheeded advise???
ok suan
finaly u all stanby
plz la
open ur fucking mouth la
u stil cn move ur mouth a bit otol u dint sing wat
ala
u all so SUCKs la!!!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Miss u×100』

『Jerry』

[BLANK],tats all 4 2day....

feel so blank 2day
ntg is in my brain
ntg is in my thought
ntg is in my heart too
ARG....>.<
my face lok so "dark" 2day in skul
mayb coz of their ignorance
nvm
i sat by my ownself
playin my fingers==
huh...
seems lk so cham gem...T.T
after tat
walkin alone
bac home without'em

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

1.48am
juz ended a fon call wit my kai jie
so shock coz sudenly she called me
reli TQ her 4 stil concerning me otol she's bc nw
i noe i've no choice edi
juz cn do the things tat left 2 do
nw
fight 2 win or die
study study n study
as much as i cn
dun wan 2 b regret in somday
i wan 2 continue 2 study
or another way
move towards 2 hair academy
tats all

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i mis u dear
reli reli mis u
i thk i beter talkin with u thru the fon
coz u wil b mo gentle while v r in a call
well......
feel so strange while talking 2 u juz nw
ARG....
duno hw 2 say
i cnt stand 2 c u
ARG.....
wat im talkin bout actualy????
come on JERRY,wake up liao.....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Do i stil have any CHOICES???』

『Jerry』

Moody

went 2 parade y'day
met my dear too
many familiarity between us
thx 4 let me 2 holded ur hand
thx 4 hug me
n thx 4 kissing me too
reli lk u so much
mayb v cn continue 2 keep tis relationship
coz i stil have 2 consider
consider tat am i doin right...
i treat u gud as my gf
cn u feel my heart???
jie tel me so many many tings
it's anoying my mind
shouldn't i continue????
jie said im nt bad
many gals stil waiting 4 me
i dun thk so
sommo.....
im nt a person tat easy 2 fall in love wit som1
DARN!!!!!
coz....
[I RELI LIKE U!!!!!!]

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

went 2 voodoo in 2day wee hours
damn moody
nt lesbian nite
all boys were inside
DARN!!!!!
nike wans me 2 acompany her 2 dance
bt i say no
coz my parens cal me go home 4 so many times edi
made me no mood 2 play edi
i noe u r moody
im sory
finaly i acompany u dance on da stage ler ma
i promis
nex time i wil ask clearly izit lesbian nite b4 v go
tis type of cases wil nt hapen again
PROMIS.....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

went bac hom frm voodoo
my mom cam out frm her bedroom
n start 2 nagging me
i get shock
coz she's cry in fron of me
did i reli hurted her???
i tel her i dint bcam a bad ppl
i juz lk 2 go out at nite
i juz lk 2 hanging out oni
im nt dint listen 2 her or talk 2 her
is juz every time whn i open my mouth she wil start 2 scold me
i dun wan 2 get scold
so tats y i choose 2 keep my mouth shut
y'day i reli wan 2 tel her tat im lesbian
bt i dun hav the courage 2 say
i noe i dint care bout her feeling
i juz wana 2 do the tings tat i lk 2 do while im young
young=play+study rite???
im doin wats oter ppl doin oni
im nt meaning tat i folow the trend
add on
my frens is true fren
i noe wat im doin
fren is juz fren
i felt so hapi whn hanging out wit'em
i felt so relax n i cn 4gt bout anyting tat made me unhapi
coz they r true frens
i cnt study
i edi pay so much efort on my study
bt i juz cnt folow
i expres my feeling n tension trough hanging out wit my fren
any probem???
no wat....
i'll b ok i promis
it's reli safe whn goin out wit thm
n i wil nt stupid til folow my uncle's step
it's reli stupid does she noe
NO DRUGS IN MY LIFE
I HATE DRUGS!!!!!!!!

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Dun wana be criticized by oters,
i juz wana b myself,izit tat hard???』

『Jerry』

Tagged==

1.我的名字:Jerry

2.生日: 92年8月10日
3.谁传给我的:niphel

4.说出五个好友: niphel,nicky,yuki,nike,ah yoon

5.生日想收到什么礼物:handphone,smtgs bout fashion^^

6.近期开心的事:跟dear dear感情变好

7.近期压力的事:旅行，考试
8.未来想做什么: dancer,hair stylish,网拍
9.有没有喜欢的人:hw do u thk???
10同学会时，你会去找老师吗: sure...
11.跟谁出去最幸福: dear dear
12.如果你的两个朋友吵架了: duno wat 2 do,keep quietly infron of them
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : beach,sing k...
14.聖誕節要做啥 : 有dear dear陪我过就好了
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : dear dear
16.有沒有起床气 :wats tat???==
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 :2 younger bro
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) :徐佳莹-失落沙洲
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) :DJ Pitbull-Move shake drop

20.喜歡什麼顏色 :black,white,red,pink,purple........
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : nope
22.愛不愛我 :fuck u.....
23.喜歡男生還是女生 :girl 1st plz
24.最想大聲說什麼 : Give me money.....!!!!!!

25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 :y nt???==
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : if nt hw do i urinate???
27.誰很欠打 :no 1^^
28.現在很迷什麼 : fashion,nike,clubbing^^
29.睡相很差 : wat la,im so Q geh......
30.現在的時間 : 凌晨4.54分
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : stil ok==
32.體重多少:ask me
33.今天天氣 : no rain no sun nw wor.....
34.你懷孕了嗎 :ala,soalan apa ni???==
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 :do wat i wan 2 do

36.大學生一定要玩的活動:duno~
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色 你選:silver
38.你覺得友情是真心的么:i dun thk so.....
39.认识spring吗？:春天？
40.你喜欢神起里的谁: u-know
41.说出自己五个优点or缺点: shorts:爱出风头，爱美，不能输，胖==，单纯>.<
自己加的問題:
42.写出2个自己最喜欢的词句: 我暧昧你！！！，这个问题问得真好。。。

43.爱吃什么？: 贵夹唔饱，铁板烧（自己来那种），打边炉（联络感情）

Update update^^

yoyo
im here
actualy ntg 2 say de lo
eh hem(caughing)
lets talk bout 2day 1st
went 2 TEO BOH KEONG(斗母宫) juz nw
(izit write lk tat???==)
coz "NINE KING FESTIVAL" ma
wakaka
wit my mother n my brother
go 2 buy turtle bao
ahahaha
my mom buy 3 pairs
means 6 turtle bao
ala....
eat die me ==
after tat
bac home liao

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[19th OCT]
cnt rmb anyting hapen actualy
juz rmb went 2 TEO BOH KEONG
wit frens
ahahaha
go by motor
2 motors
buy a风车4 yuki
ala
she's so childish leh
ohohoho[sot jor==]
after tat go 2 ice-cream stall
saw my eTiQa's workmate duty thr
ala
hehehehe
cal him pour many many ice-cream in2 my cup
after tat
bac home home
slp slp....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

ahaha
my dear dear sot jor
haha
she so ke lian
coz dipaksa oleh saya
so happy 2 c her lk tat
so happy happy damn happy>.<
mis u so much
muacks.....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『I LIKE YOUR KISS』

『Jerry』

CAUTION!!!!!Jerry speaking........

hey yo

tis is MR.JERRY speaking

ah hem....(caughing)

so,

i wil b less on9 recenly

preparing 4 my SPM(wuwu....T.T)

n hanging out wit my frens(YEEPEE^^)

n dancing on the floor(YOYO++)

hope tat all of my dearest frens dun mind

seldom 2 update my blog

fs's comens wil belated reply too

[SORY FOR INCONVENIENCE]

posted by :



MR.JERRY
17th OCT 2009

VERNAKAM.....[HAPPY DEEPAVALI]

finaly im here 2 write my post
ntg 2 write actualy==
juz goin 2 update a bit 4 my blog
so
im juz bac frm outside
go yamcha wit frens
n 4gt 2 say
HAPPY DEEPAVALI
akaka
so many firework around us
damn beautiful de lo
"bing bing biang biang"
after tat
chit-chating again in the playground
nicky,me,nike n her wife
ala....
her wife was too tired n slept in nicky's car
so paiseh 2 wake them up in the late nite
sory ya>.<



++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

goin 2 get my salary on 2mr
ala
left no more...T.T
i take rm100 frm Ann b4 jor
c how much do i left
huh....
whr else do i go 2mr???
yaya
go sing k wit eTiQa's workmate
at nite
YEEPEE....^^
song song song...
gona sing so many song on 2mr
ahehe
i thk i sot jor

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

dear
i would lk 2 hear ur voice
im nt dint paying atention bt it's hard 4 me 2 do
my frens's sound was anoying me
im sory la
u noe i mis u
r u slping nw???
hope u r....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『U owe me a KISS』

『Jerry』

『wat do I do???』

juz woke up
thot juz nw was mornin
rush 2 brush my tooth
damn it!!!!
it's evening nw>.<
coincidently
my bro juz woke up too
com n asking me:"y 2day no skul meh???"
LOL
speechless me==
feel so complicated nw
duno hw 2 xpres my feeling
my mind get anoying too
ala
pik chek la

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Saturday
b4 goin MCD
wear lk go gai gai bt nt nt the lok 2 giving tuition==



went 2 MCD
meet wit dear dear's fren
thn start teaching
my fren cam after tat
gona pengsan edi@.@
hou choi i'd went wit niphel
if nt sure i'll die 4 it
f3 n f2 method
ala
omos 4get all
bt gratefully i cn reminded bac
mornin 10am til noon 2 smtg lk tat
ARG......
beh tahan liao
go out "breathed" a bit==
dear dear keep zat zat tiu while v r paying atention
ala
study 2geter ma
gud 4 u oso wat
ISH!!!!!
after tat
all fat hiau
walk 2 parade
muahaha
dear dear complaint
'neh neh neh neh bu bu'(childish==)
v all agree dddddd
no objection ar
hehe
dear dear keep trying the clothes in every shop
ala
all r waiting 4 her
n i found 1 ting....
she lk PURPLE
very much.......==
finaly
she buy 1 oni==
i thk she try at least 10++ clothes
SWT....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

wat do i do nw????
sud i hav som action???
i noe i sud bt nt nw
i cn do ntg rite nw
juz let it progres slowly
izit she start 2 control me edi???
or juz im feeling wrong....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『I LOVE LILLIPOP_Miss u LiKe craZy』

『Jerry』

我来咯！！！

『星期五_今天』
刚起床==
可是还是很累
没办法
反正今天没节目
推掉所有的约会留在家当宅男
阿拉
在怎样super也好也要休息啊
再来
先说说前两天我在干嘛

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『星期三』
本来要去做脸部护理
可是醒来时发现电话屏幕上显示12点10分
阿拉
怎么没叫醒我T.T
原因:我妈说她拍我房门，我说不要去
哇老
我有说过吗？？？
怎么一点印象都没有啊
还被妈妈骂
无辜+冤枉==
晚上跟妈妈去tesco
以顾客的身份去真的好不习惯（犯贱==）
过后call朋友喝茶
过程，不愉快
不要问为什么
回家前去公园
跟dear dear聊电话
开心回
唱歌给她听^^
回家->睡觉

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『星期四』
yeah!!! SUPERJERRY^^


没有去找那个朋友
原因:不想说
跟我的死党,niphel
去了MCD
我靠他！！！
好多穿蓝裙的人出现在我眼前
怯场的说==（我就是那么胆小）
过后找到朋友
上到楼上
歹势到不可理喻
到另一边去温习
dear dear来了
温习没一下叫我陪她去找人
不介意
去去去没关系
喜欢你挽着我的手^^
dear dear走后就去益丰
逛了下就搭巴士去parade
parade异常的冷清
重来没逛过那么冷清的parade

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

回万里望
到niphel家
俊杰打来说去bercham_2合1吃火锅和铁板烧
就去了
家也没回==
铁板烧好好玩^^
我的鱼烧到好好吃
喜欢喜欢
可是我的手毛就变短了==
还有发现niphel是不会煎鸡排
啊哈哈 >.<
"
"
"
回家->冲凉
跟dear dear聊电话
开心开心^^
3点多
吓到
赶快叫她去睡
因为她要上学啊>.<
可是没多久又被人吵醒了
唉 对不起帮不到你
只能在一旁心疼你>.<

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

[I'm belongs to you!!!!]

『棒棒糖_阿希』

DANCE MANIAC!!!!!!!

wana dance crazy 4 dance
ala
mis d'Artiz so much
cnt get bac 2 thr
coz hav 2 prepare 4 my exam ar....
damn it
hate exam ar
many activities tat organize by studio cnt takin part at all
sad er
juz cn noe the update of studio frm blogger
my body omos rusted edi==
i thk omos 1 or 2 month dint move my body crazily
ala
btw....
my joints,bones n muscle was tighten edi
so bad la
i wana 2 get bac 2 studio again arrr.....
I'll b bac soon.....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

facialing 2mr
wakaka
lazy n dint go 2 skul
goin wit my mom
olehleh....
besides
"she" says i so tam leng
aiya man
hu dint tam leng wor
dint do facial since i was f2 leh
ala....
wat 2 wear 2mr????

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

dint go 2 skul 2mr onwards
coz
wedn n fri all 8 po dint go
so y sud i hav 2 go????
thurs....
hav 2 teman som1
her bf was nt in ipoh 4 1 week nie
mou ban fatt
sacrifice my study time jor
veli sk tat i gt warning letter la
3 days cont. dint atend in the clas
planning my schedule...
Wednesday:breakfast->facial->shopping->home
Thursday:find her->breakfast->activities tat r nt constant...==
Friday:slp til 12pm->go 2 MCD->remidiation 4 2 f3 gals...==
Saturday:Doin ntg->work at nite
Sunday:dance dance dance,actualy is teaching->work at nite
bc la man.....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

headache>.<
mayb mis her too much jor
wakaka
my fon was so quite 2day
im waiting 4 som1 msg
finaly
she dint msg me
bt call me^^
ala......
hoi sam sei
bt she quite tired
coz juz finis her homwok
let she slp la
nanti 4smtg mayb awaken by her again
coz she oso gt awaken by som1
nvm la
i oways b thr 4 her

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

cnt stan anymo
til hr.....

『Miss U^^』

『Headache_Jerry』

I LIKE U!!!!!!!!

School...
"
"
7.08am oni reach skul
edi day break
allah
见光死>.<
cnt acep the sunlite la
go upstair twice
asembly n roll call
hate roll call
ARG.....
whn i reach the clas
tat 2 8 po com n stan in fron of me
n lok at me 'deeply'
allah
apa sai la u 2
i pushed their faces off==
WEIRDO

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

bac hom
having dinner
watching TV
SMS

[STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!]
i'll try 2 xcep ur advise
"
"
"
"
tired since 2day mornin
4 smtg she cal me
say som1 was awaken her again
n fallin out wit her
aiks....
sam tong...
hw com tat ppl treat a gal lk tat
i cnt help n duno hw 2 help her
juz doin ntg
n my mind was stil blur while she talkin 2 me
im nt dint pay atention ar>.<

I dun mind u wake me up erly in the morning

Dun feel lk tat u r distubing me

No......

Im willing 2 acompany u whnever u nid me

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

feel lk wan 2 hav a LOLLIPOP rite nw!!!>.<

『I LIKE U』

『Jerry』

Tired leh!!!!!!

y'day dint on9
reason:bac home at bout 4 or 5 am
11smtg go out yamcha
chit n chat
til 2 smtg
thn chg place 2 a playground near around thr
chit n chat again.....
wind was blowing n our body felt damn cold
ISH!!!!!
4 sohai in da house...
woohoo
ghost story,gossip
such a group of 8 po
wakaka
dun angry ya
bac hom
she was awaken by her bf
so acompany her til duno 5 or 6 ar....
thn i sendiri pun fall aslp jor
heh
end of tis part....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

goin gai gai 2day
venue:parade
wear lk a child esencialy
bt she said mayb she wil go too
so la la lam bac hom 2 chg my wearing style
chg mature a bit
thn strait away chan siong parade jor
yeah yeah
sushi king 2day
so full-fill lo
yum yum
thx niphel^^



niphel n i la
in da washroom
after tat
nicky com n join us wor
tat bad guy ar
off day wor
dint go 2 work
n thn tommy n xiao lei



from left
me,xiao lei,tommy n nicky
wooleh........
all self-love dou.....
after tat
go hang gai shopin
allah
finaly i buy a bag^^
hapi hapi



+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

thot she wil cam 2 parade
bt she dint
aiks...>.<
a lil' bit disapointed tim
nvm
stil gt nex time
write til hr
go sms....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『LOLLIPOP_Jerry』

『被忽略』

刚放工
工作地点:喜来登酒家
他妈的地方超大
捧菜捧到我傻
一直跑上跑下
阿拉。。。
偏偏冲茶的地方又远到阿妈都不认得
那些客人又一直喝一直喝
奇怪的是
怎么没看过你们上厕所啊？？？
"
"
"
"
【其余内容省略3000字】
不多说也不想说
很累
就这样

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

明天一早去逛街
with兄弟
买买买！！！
主旨:买包包
杀价杀个片甲不留
他妈的本少爷心情不好
想知道为什么就看下面啦
中秋夜出席我外婆的寿宴
阿拉不能穿束胸
因为爸妈&亲戚朋友在==
有酒喝酒×.×.×.×.×.×.×.×
confusing
明天穿什么好？？？

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

又是一个寂静的夜晚
每个都说去睡觉
电话不再响
每个都很冷
冷到我不想再回复他们
冷到我心灰意冷
"
"
"
"
回家路上
德告诉我明天中秋聚会地点改了
可是没人告诉我
再次被忽略
不喜欢+讨厌
连我今天没有上学也说成有上学
去爬山也没叫我
每次做什么搞什么都不会想到我
他妈的
我火滚咯！！！
不是说我小气什么的
我无所谓其实
可是忍久了也会爆发啊
努力维持的友谊换来的是什么？？？
--->被忽略
我不要哭！！！
可是真的忍不住
我很委屈也很孤独
没有朋友的关注有多孤单你们懂吗？？？
在你们当中
我真的那么透明吗？？？

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


『透明果冻』

Damn Tired......

juz bac home
ntg 2 say
eTiQa nw is mo strictly on us
5 survey forms n 3 presentations in a day
ALLAH!!!!!
damn stressing
im juz a newbie leh
Willie gor gor tk my fon num jor
duno he wans 4 wat
damn sk......>.<
get scol juz nw while the meeting was running
aiya i reli duno leh
nicky cal me thn i go lo
i duno hav 2 inform leh
dun blame me la
feel lk dun wan 2 continue in tis career anymo
bt i hav 2
cnt giv up ecly wat
i hav 2 grow up de leh>.<

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

damn bc frm juz nw
my fon keep on ringing
5 ppl sms me in the same time
Allah....
i dun wan 2 ofend any 1 lo
reply jor tis 1 jau cnt reply tat 1
erg.........!
my fingers omos cramp==
ask me tis n tat
east n west.....
OMG....
crazy>.<
bt the mos impotan is reply jor her xin la
she's mo impotan neh.....^^

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

went 2 gunung rapat juz nw
coz my fren gona fetch her beloved go home nia
medan gopeng
so far far away loo
LOL......
dun wan 2 bac late anymo ar
i wan 2 stay at home
every day goin out til midnite oni bac
so xien ar
stay at home b a宅宅beter
"
"
"
"
2day 4gt 2 mop up the fan leh
quite lucky my mom dint scol me
"
"
"
"
sit in fron of the pc n doin ntg
aiks....
2mr dint go 2 skul
so xien
lame til die
on9 n on9 n on9
ntg 2 play wat
no 1 MSN wit me too
aiya
actualy i duno wat im writing about nw
understan jau und la
dun und i oso mou ban fat a....

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『SCHOOL』
crack bac lee b.s. 2day
ei miss ar
im nt dint go 2 ur clas ar
i juz slp overtime at the clas n no 1 inform me oni ar
ok nvm i go down 2 the lab
juz found tat i 4gt 2 brin the ans 2 score
damn it!!!
plz b maners a bit ok ar
u reli made me mad lo
said wat:"do u hav mother ar,hw's ur mother teach u"
damn u n plz keep ur fucking mouth shut lo!!!!!!!!
u blame me nvm bt dun blame my mom too lo plz
if i say lk tat 2 u c u wil slap me ont
ask me ques...
sory lo
izit u askin me ar
i cnt hear ar
so lazy 2 layan u lo
continue my conversation with my fren
hampir crash the chair whn i put it bac on the table
strait away bac 2 the clas
TQ teacer
PEI!!!!
nid 2 say ger meh
tis is juz 4 u oni
i dint say i wan 2 b a lawyer,a doctor,an engineer or wat wor
i gt my own opinion lo
i wil study harder otol u dint force me
no wonder waiyee they hate u so much
finaly i noe y
Hate u from nw on

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


『I LOVE LOLLIPOP』

『Jerry』

『浑噩的一天』

学校
今天还是没什么上课
到哪里都打瞌睡
上课坐着更是摇摇晃
我朋友看了一直笑
拜托
我不想得好不好
谁叫我失眠==
老师叫了我两声才肯起身
啊～
好困啊

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

刚回家
原因:去eTiQa听讲座
kl来的老板
说话西北搞笑
一直他妈的他妈的==
可是我却想睡觉
明明说10点结束
可是却拖到12点多
妈的
搞到我妈call爆我手机
明天上学又没有精神了
还要去喝了茶才回家
诶，拜托好不好
打来催我回家就好啦
理那个地方安静不安静干嘛
都几点啦
难道还要V哇鬼叫啊
sot plug......

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

还有好多好多话想说
可是却打不出来
不知道为什么
想做的东西都做不到
想说的东西
到嘴边了却说不出来
我有破坏了朋友之间的信任吗
我只是实话实说
人性
不过如此
原以为好的人有一天也可以把你刺伤
即使是在你面前
以前不明白中5为什么会那么尔虞我诈
等到自己身处其中才明白
一切都变了
变得不再纯洁
变得不再天真
所有的承诺仿佛都失去了
像江湖里隐藏着各大门派
打的打
杀的杀
"
"
"
"
我算是不曾被打败那个吗
表面上是
其实我伤痕累累
背负着维护友谊的使命
我不能让它垮
即使有多少颗巨石压下来
至少让我维护至我们结业
未来是个未知数
相聚分离难免
至少我们的友谊
曾经在这段岁月中灿烂过

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『2009年11月6日-毕业典礼』
期待你的来临
"我相信青春没有地平线"

『阿希』

星期二,我的开学日==

平平无奇的一天
一去到学校

朋友问我为什么戴那么闪的耳环

拜托

我不觉得闪啊

只是引人注目而已嘛

过后又说我样子变了

小姐啊

剪了头发而已嘛

说我样子变了

没有啊

还是那么帅（欠扁==）

哇咔咔

开玩笑啦

++++++++++++++++++++++
今天没集会

原因:下雨

跑上4楼已经很喘了

下楼后知道下雨又跑回上去

很赌懒咯

要下又不早下

回班==

一整天只上了数学和生物学

其他的老师进来坐坐就走

好喜欢酿的生活

可是会很闷

下课时间-睡觉

醒了后

发现死狗人来代课

我耳朵上的耳环还在闪烁

快快闪人

还好没被他没收

汗颜=="

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

一班八婆坐一堆

叽叽喳喳

聊到bsmm

面临分解的问题

不能坐视不理

主席压力大被人排挤

必须帮他

人多势众

一个人手掌拍不响

这个拜五等看好戏

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

放学->

回家->

看电视->

睡觉

电话一动不动躺在沙发上

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

晚上

信息-LY

说不出的委屈

想一次过说完我的不开心

却不知怎么告诉她全部

姐

谢谢你陪我

告诉我那么多

对不起不常找你

可是我会一直记得你

说过了嘛

u r the 1 hu let me admire n respect so much

谢谢你

今晚不懂还睡不睡得着

靠音乐咯

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『阿希』

Ipoh L night圆满结束^^

昨晚凌晨接近4点才回家
妈的快累死我了
一开始去到觉得
“咦？怎么没有人？”
过后出去外面站一站
michelle告诉我只有40个人
已经很不错了
还好阿环有来
还带很多朋友叻
在外面的餐厅简单认识了一下
就进去了
以为交不到朋友了
怎么知道
进去后
酒精一上脑
就整个人变大胆==
到处去认识人
认识了4个踢2个句
还一直被人拉上台跳舞
又被一个踢突如其来的吻吓到==
“mickey啊，你知道会吓死人的吗。。。”
(PS:刚认识的==)
过后就不知道为什么一直吻下去了
朋友都在VVwawa的叫
哎哟
不过还蛮好玩一下>.<
muahaha...
以后每逢星期日
voodoo都是L night
不用怕以后没地方去
开心地说




++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

呃。。。
今天没有上学
原因是妈妈怎么叫也叫不醒
呵呵
没办法
累嘛。。。
很心疼
昨天谁没有给酒钱我？？？
我出多了70块诶
酒精上脑后什么都不管的我
无端端多付了
啊。。。。

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

昨晚迟了3个小时才放工
阿拉。。。
没有拍到全体照啊
怎么办！！！
却了我和nicky(同事)
阿拉吗。。。
昨天跟一个同事（老安娣）争客人
等等
不是争
是她rampas掉
本来是我的客人却被她拉过去了
不择手段到她
我老板也叫我fight回来
就怎样也是我的
快快去坐到她旁边
插把嘴进去
填form时快快写上我的名字
不只是我
连我朋友的客人也抢
明明做完survey填完sign up form了
过后那个老安娣跑来插把嘴说
“就算你做完全部了这个unit依然是我的”
阿拉妈的
凭什么酿说啊
是那个客人不要给你做叻
你拿得资料是假的叻
不要脸
还跑去跟老板告状
老板他也不帮你啊
为了fight target而不择手段
呸！！！

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『阿希』

Parade^^

juz bac frm parade
spend a lot of money 2day er>.<
4 me oni la
RM70 4 3 clothes==
walao eh heart pain edi
but nt bad too la
i lk it^^
1 of it quite sai lou gor i thk
coz it's so colorful gar....
OMG>.<
my fren said:"walao eh jerry,r u rainbow???"
im speechless==



yoohoo^^
im admit la im so colorful 2day==

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『DAMN HER!!!!!!!』
juz bac home thn let u scol
scol ntg lo let u scol i let it b
ask me such a fucking n nonsense ques
plz la ma'am
every fren oso fetch me b4 la
y dint u say i set up wit thm
chi xin ar!!!!!!!!!
my fren all kindly sd me bac home say i doin smtg tat u cnt xcep
DIU
thn i hav no frens lo
i hav my liberty 2 choose my fren ar
i hav my own life!!!!!!!!!!!
damn fucking hav 2 stay under ur control
tis cnot tat cnot
WTF!!!
i hav ntg 2 say wit u
tel u i wil nt choose the wrong way
i noe wat im doin nw
im veli clear
im nt a child anymo
i hav my own thking

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

2mr is the las day i work 4 etiqa event in tesco
so ngm seh dak leh
large lucky draw on 2mr
n KL boss wil com hr too
veli scare i wil do smtg wrong
hoooo~
anyway la
write til hr la
nw go 2 slp la
hav 2 res enof
FIGHTING!!!!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『JERRY』

Yo...Ipoh L Night...

waitin 4 the day 27th comin
damn xcited frm nw on
my bro even xcited thn me
damn her
love SEMPOERNA so much!!!!>.<

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

let me show u all my workin places^^
(sory i noe im blockin the view==)



pai fei bo pulak==
my face so him da(cantonis)....



tis is a event at tesco station 18
but juz til 27th september oni er
closing is around the corner jor
muz workin hard a bit ar.....
1 week thr juz 2 units...==
erg...
2day sales nt so gud
cn say worse ar
damn it
juz do 4 units 2day
i say wat?!
4 units?!
r u kiding me man
hw com
bt stil hapi 2day
coz nt no pushes frm my bos
juz many ppl un song lo
kena penalti pulak>.<

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

after workin
stil playin n takin foto around my workin place



yeah
hug hug wit peggy
walao eh...
wat hapen 2 my eyes ar....==
yok xun lo
.........
speechless la
hapi ending 4 2day work la
stay in nicky's car talk so many edi
2 tbs i gal "discus" smtg in the car
in fron of my house

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

til hr la
gud9

『JERRY』

今天很逼戚啊！！！>.<

真的很不行咯今天
什么日子啊
鸡蛋糕他
不帮我开倒回去转个圈帮你开
没关系算了
过分的是给钱人家介绍人来sign up户口
哇佬耶赌懒到你
你很好赚咯
本来不说出事情真相我还没什么的
那个八公信息我说你这样给钱他帮你找人开单
我火都来啊妈的
事先说明
我不是不跟你说话
是我真的很不爽
不想出声而已
本来没事的了
但那个信息一来我就更加不爽
全group的人都顶不顺咯
酿都可以
离谱的是
走了过后才跟我们说你走了
又没有告诉admin你走
很没有交代你知道吗
CCY生气到告诉admin咯
说连你那5个unit都扣掉
妈的
不说啦

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

今天买了新的
一来就来了7个
差不多半个差点完掉
没办法最近压力大
没做到很多sales
我group里的人比我更厉害
压力比我更大
来完一个又一个
真的很难做咯
可是有些人是靠人际关系就得到利益的
一点实力都没有
是谁我就不多说了
不要hard feeling咯拜托
我没说是谁啊
谁生气谁就自认是那个人啊
我没说过啊

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

今天group里的人全部都不开心
销量也差
只做了18.5个units
累到死
每个客人都不愿停下脚步听我们说话
感觉好白痴
遇到一些lc的我说了一下就摆臭脸走人了
本少爷今天心情已经不爽了也要serve你们
你们还lcly
你们试试看做这份工看有多辛苦
试过后看你们还会lc吗
妈的鸡蛋糕
逼戚到不行啊！！！！！！！！

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


『阿希』

HAPPY!!!!!!^^

bac home ecentialy
bt my fren cal me yam cha
til juz nw oni bac
damn ar
all gals in da house^^
all smokers lei geh...==
the smoke r all around the place
met a new fren too frm kl
she's my fren's bf lie....
quite yeng zai de lo....^^

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

yeepeee^^
i gt 1 sales 2day in the las min
tesco amos wan 2 close while my client was listenin 2 me
otol juz 1 unit bt it's truely mk me xcited
briefing after v r tidy up our display item
juz knew tat our group's achievmen wr too bad
juz earn 8 units==
bt 3 groups all around earn 35.5 units
v obtain n over the target 2 gt 30 units
hope 2mr achiv mo sales
thr wil b a coloring contes 2mr 4 children
i thk tis func wil atract the customer
bside tat
tack gt 4 resit n 4 unit
feel so frustrated whn i heard bout his achivemen
n felt so unfair
all his sales wr made by his frens==
bt....
useles.....
ai,dun wan say anymo la
plz dun tel him after u've watched tis la
dun wan so hard feeling la

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

try new brand frm my fren
lk tis flavor lo
it taste is sweet whn put on ur lips
the rasa nt too choke
lk tis so much^^
ask her whr 2 buy 1st
nt xpensiv at all

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

slp lo
headache>.<
new chalege 2mr onwards
hav 2 fight mo sales
gona res enof enof n enof
til hr lo
gud9....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

Every day was the same....

『Tired lo』
acentuately ar!!!!!!!!
Every body hor(staff)
plz cal me JERRY la
nt JENNY la man
so ugly whn i response u'all lo==
juz bac frm workin again
meet my teacer PN.LAI thr
n make a presentation
finaly she's.....gone....
plz la...
nt tat 'GONE' la
juz dun wan sign up la
arg....
drop in2 a deep hole...again==
b4 tat saw my primary skul form teacer
MS.LEE too
bt she's gone n walk so fas
mayb lack of time gua
both of tis 2 teacers oso my MM teacer
bt juz difren stage la==
bt their gt a comon ground
both of thm oso a veli strictly teacer
damn like thm loooo.......==
2day no sign up form too
quite down
n feel lk no strength 2 do n present anymo
damn tat my boss was standing bhind me
hav 2 present hardly 2 the customers==
damn tired lo
i cnt gt enof rest til nw
2mr work at nite
res at the day time
yeepeeee^^
slp the fuck tat enof....

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『Stressing』
my deares jiejie
im sory tat i'll juz find u while im upset
i noe u wont mind bt i feel embarrassed lo
sure u'll say:"u tau ckp mcm ni jadi cari saya sentiasa la..."
heh
am i rite???
bt however la
tq 4 giving me ur surport whn im low-spiriting la
xpecialy the long passage la
muacks>.<
bonus gar.....

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look 4ward 2 the lesbian party at 27th Sept^^
feel xcited
i'll presence on tat day after working bout 9 or 10
feel nt tired if cn play
any body hu gt go???
drop me a comen plz
n let me noe hu u r....
n mayb cn meet up thr n make a frens

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『Jerry,a real panda』

我不需要你再为我活一次

『我』

很多人说我思想成熟

是

我承认我做事手法很成熟

这样只不过要让事情更圆满结束

就这样

可我宁愿单纯

当个小孩

没有烦恼

衣来伸手

饭来张口

被来顺手

靠北！！！

那么容易啊

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『工作』

以前学校假期

都会想着去那里玩

可是现在只想到找工作

原来

工作占据了我playtime的大部分

我贪钱？？？

这个说没有是假的

不过去拿经验是我的宗旨

做过不同的工

每份都有不同的形式

不同的体验

不同的挑战

但你去打每份工的同时

你会发现都有一个共同点

钱得来不易

难怪以前常听人家说钱难赚

真的很辛苦

可是经过你努力得来的钱

你会感觉更加开心

比钱来伸手更开心

不是说我打广告

也不是说要影响学业

有时间或者假期没事做

可以试试当partime

不止得到经验

还能交朋友

学会新东西

噢耶^^

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『友情』

我很失败吗？

做live event也能做到兄弟那么beh song

是我的问题还是他自己的问题？

我承认我已经做好自己的了

我问心无愧

话也说了

泪也流了

如果他还是酿我没办法

执迷不悟没好处不是我

我最多孤独一辈子==

学校的那班更死

当我不存在似的

靠！！！

我也是你们的朋友

我是个有感情的动物

为什么就只忽略我？？？

口头上说没事是因为不想你们觉得为难

其实我是很介意的

我非常介意被忽略

先别hard feeling

我最不希望友情变质！！！

我最强调的一点

至少让我维持到毕业

因为

我真的很孤独。。。

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『爱情』

不得意

坏惨了

妈的

没有朋友的照顾跟关心

我想至少还有你

但你从此不在了

我没有了避风港

我哭咯我坦白说

我撑得很辛苦

我做绝

反复想了很多天

为了你好我不得不狠心逼你走

好让你对我死心

跟我这种人在一起没出息！！！

跟我一起不会开心！！！

不准你跟我一起！！！

一切都没有改变

不会希望你看到这篇文章

我知道你一定不会看到的 :)

眼泪滋润着我的脸

模糊了视线

我反复着擦掉眼泪

可是它又不听使唤的出现

不喜欢眼泪的出现在这种时候

和这种情绪

你很赌懒咯！！！

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『过期果冻』