Sigh but Smile...:)

It has been a long time i dint come to make my blog on

Reason(s)????

Busy for my career or...what?

so far

i got a bad year 2010

i've wasted so many time

i've wasted a year to keep myself on

i get nothing in a year

pay more earn less's 2010 conclusion

1 more week to be change to a new year

what will happen in 2011???

no one know...

i just hope my life is not like year 2010

life's sucks,bad luck indeed,earn nothing etc.

enough and i should be end up those stuffs

i know it maybe too late

i may pay more and more effort than others to success

me so illness

ok

It's time for me to plan and wake up

for my...future,and YOU.....

YOU my dear

It's the end of the year 2010

and u'll be leaving me soon

what more can i do?

is just stay with u as much as i can

u're a part of my life

i know i'm such a loser

giving you nothing

i had made you hopeless

every month at the day of us

i know u'd lose confidence on me because of my fault

but when i knew that u're still believing me

imma like:"what the?!are u?and...why???"

i'm so surprised that you are still trust me

and now cause of this

when every time i had done wrong

i felt very very guilty

deep into my heart

every time you forgive me but i'm still blaming on myself

i'm guilty until the most

i don't understand why

like our anniversary day

i might be so so so forgotful

i'll try to do my best n remember every time

"

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see...

it's time for you to get in to the national service

a week for us

for us to stay together right?

i want to share every moment with you

i wish to bring you every where

i know i could but not now...........

I'm sorry....again

『Dear,you'll be leaving me at 4th January 2011,Tuesday,09.30am』

Heading to your campsite at Penang.I'm alone start form that day.

『Our 5th months anniversary will be on 17th January 2011,Monday,12.00am』

you are leaving me,you got no phone,owe you a present

『Your birthday wil be on 19th January 2011,Wednesday,12.00am』

you'll be celebrate it inside your camp with your new friends,remember,i've owe you 2

『Our 6th months anniversary will be on 17th February 2011,Thursday,12.00am』

You got no phone again this time,owe you 3

『The first Valentine will be on 14th January 2011,Friday,12.00am』

no phone right???owe you 4

『The true Valentine day,14th February 2011,Monday,12.00am』

the first valentine day for us,you're not by my side,you owe me 1,i've owe you 5

Any add-ons?

i notes all the dates here

i hope i can list all

new year new hope

i hope i won't be so forgotful anymore

rise up my spirit and go on for my future

fight along with your heart with me

and da...Fight for your 18k diamond platinium ring^^

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm waiting for your regression^^

Happy 2011~~~~~~

I LOVE YOU^^

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『冰冰的Jerry仔^^』