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Saturday, October 15, 2011

What the fuck is going on..with me?!

Quite a long time i've been leaved blogger

even forgot about it...
life's still go on but goes sucks
damn sucks...
what i wished it just stuck
and my body just like.............
situations goes down

I thought U and I will just end up like that
Get hurt from each other
Being tired
Crying and leaving.......
And finally back to normal
What the hell....

Some one was appeared in my life
A passenger
But still...so care
Why you have to ruined my life?!
If you are having nothing why still want to flirt me?!
Flirt me then you kick me away from you?!
i hate you........

FATTY.....
I do know you're still care about what i'm facing now
I do know what you're worry about...
I need times....
I will prove you
Think about the past
And think about the future
We've past through so much
It's ain't easy
Stay tuned......

-Jerry-


Monday, December 27, 2010

Sigh but Smile...:)

It has been a long time i dint come to make my blog on

Reason(s)????
Busy for my career or...what?
so far
i got a bad year 2010
i've wasted so many time
i've wasted a year to keep myself on
i get nothing in a year
pay more earn less's 2010 conclusion
1 more week to be change to a new year
what will happen in 2011???
no one know...
i just hope my life is not like year 2010
life's sucks,bad luck indeed,earn nothing etc.
enough and i should be end up those stuffs
i know it maybe too late
i may pay more and more effort than others to success
me so illness
ok
It's time for me to plan and wake up
for my...future,and YOU.....

YOU my dear
It's the end of the year 2010
and u'll be leaving me soon
what more can i do?
is just stay with u as much as i can
u're a part of my life
i know i'm such a loser
giving you nothing
i had made you hopeless
every month at the day of us
i know u'd lose confidence on me because of my fault
but when i knew that u're still believing me
imma like:"what the?!are u?and...why???"
i'm so surprised that you are still trust me
and now cause of this
when every time i had done wrong
i felt very very guilty
deep into my heart
every time you forgive me but i'm still blaming on myself
i'm guilty until the most
i don't understand why
like our anniversary day
i might be so so so forgotful
i'll try to do my best n remember every time
"
"
see...
it's time for you to get in to the national service
a week for us
for us to stay together right?
i want to share every moment with you
i wish to bring you every where
i know i could but not now...........
I'm sorry....again

『Dear,you'll be leaving me at 4th January 2011,Tuesday,09.30am』
Heading to your campsite at Penang.I'm alone start form that day.
『Our 5th months anniversary will be on 17th January 2011,Monday,12.00am』
you are leaving me,you got no phone,owe you a present
『Your birthday wil be on 19th January 2011,Wednesday,12.00am』
you'll be celebrate it inside your camp with your new friends,remember,i've owe you 2
『Our 6th months anniversary will be on 17th February 2011,Thursday,12.00am』
You got no phone again this time,owe you 3
『The first Valentine will be on 14th January 2011,Friday,12.00am』
no phone right???owe you 4
『The true Valentine day,14th February 2011,Monday,12.00am』
the first valentine day for us,you're not by my side,you owe me 1,i've owe you 5

Any add-ons?
i notes all the dates here
i hope i can list all
new year new hope
i hope i won't be so forgotful anymore
rise up my spirit and go on for my future
fight along with your heart with me
and da...Fight for your 18k diamond platinium ring^^
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm waiting for your regression^^
Happy 2011~~~~~~
I LOVE YOU^^

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『冰冰的Jerry仔^^』

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

第一次^^



第一次牵你的手牵到冒汗也不肯放
第一次跟你走在凌晨无人的街道
第一次跟你疯狂的在街道上奔跑
第一次深夜凌晨跑去买宵夜给你吃
第一次跟你凌晨跑出去
第一次跟你一起吃麦记早餐
第一次跟你有了我们的纪念日
第一次让你亲我的脸
第一次让你称赞
第一次一起跟你看烟花
第一次买戒指给你
第一次在草场亲你
第一次穿你送的衣服
第一次跟你过我的第一个生日
第一次收到你可爱的礼物
第一次跟你牵手走在人多的地方
第一次带你到夜店
第一次照顾喝醉酒的你
第一次你是第一个躺到我胸膛的女人
第一次让我家人知道你是我正在交往的对象
第一次你是第一个影响我食欲的人
第一次吃你煮的食物
第一次每个月都有惊喜
第一次你是第一个影响我情绪的人
第一次被一个人牵着我的喜怒哀乐
第一次你是第一个让我每天起床都想起的人
第一次让你拥有我
第一次拥有你
第一次为了一个人改掉很多固定的坏习惯
第一次送礼物给一个人
第一次第一个带你到处去的人
第一次在你家逗留那么久
第一次爱一个人99分
第一次为一个人哭那么多
第一次为一个人付出那么多
第一次让我有回忆的人
第一次你是第一个我想跟你一起生活
第一次你是第一个要求我买18K戒指给你
第一次为了你跟家人吵架
第一次为了你不顾一切
第一次让我有那么多第一次
第一次.......
看着你的眼睛跟你说_我爱你~
还有很多很多的第一次
如果我忘记的
千万不要失望
一定要提醒我
我补回写下来
因为我知道
你不会容许我忘记我们的第一次
而且
在未来的日子里
还有很多很多的第一次
等着我去记载

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

Monday, September 27, 2010

"Waiting" worth everything???

Is it that sad to waiting for some one that you care about for a long period???

Absolutely Yes!!!
You can feel the way that's call SOUR...
LOL
As sour as vinegar~
I dun like such feeling well
But this bull shit feeling was just round by my side recently
What to do wey~
ISH........^$*%#%*&
Go away go away!!!
And rude some more~
FUCK OFF!!!!

No why
I am in love with an aunty who call Chan Wai Peng
muahaha~
How to describe her as well hmmmm........
She's a sweet person
Muddle sometimes but quite cute and i like it^^
She's quite a cheerful person
But one thing i dun like that was she like to play hide and seek with me
hide and seek means
hide some bad feeling from me and i have to seek for myself
quite suffer but i willing to do and i'll try my best to cure her
I like her eyes cause her eyes seems like were talking to me
And telling me that she loves me~XDXDXD
I like her mouth cause her lips is so sexy muahaha~XD
That's why i like to kiss her
I like her hand cause it makes me feel warm
That's why i like to hold her hand
She scare those dirty thing
eh~i mean ghost la~XD
This is the thing that made she cute the most~^^
Although she's not the best in million of people
But she's my fairy
She do well in cooking
Be adept in take caring of me
She makes me felt happiness^^

I will not regret to say i love her
I am appreciate everything that she gaves me
I am willing to waiting for her
Do you hear me honey???
Will you marry me???^^

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』

Sunday, September 19, 2010

怎么了吗???

我 : “怎么了吗???”
她 : “没有”
我 : “你好像不开心~”
她 : “没有啊”
我 : “有事一定要告诉我知道么”
她 : “嗯”

就那么简单的谈话内容
看得出我们的关系么???

一个月了
跟你在一起一个月了
我对你的感情还是没有变淡
还是那么的浓那么的爱你
换作是以前的我
一个星期都没有就厌倦了
虽然我很健忘
还衰到连我们一起一个月也不知道==
可是我不会健忘到忘记去爱你
我可以为了你做任何事情
只要是能让你开心让你舒服的
即使是受伤我也会去帮你达到
我要确保你是开心的

最近你好像闷闷不乐的
话也不多说
问你你也不告诉我
我也猜不透
原来
是不想睬我了
你的追求者看到我那么写一定很开心的
我不懂
不明白我做错什么事让你这样
以前
我也是那么对我的前女友
忽冷忽热的
迷信的说现在是报应么???
如果是的话
那是我活该
我无话可说
你不想理我
没关系^^
我等你心情好点再谈
我不烦你
我给你时间

遇到你我很幸福
你给我从没有过的感觉
我愿意为你付出一切
为了你
我跟家人三番四次的吵
我也无所谓
只要尽我最大的能力
在这么短的时间对你好
让你幸福
那一切都值得
我不管别人怎么不看好我们
我不管你身边有多少狂蜂浪蝶
你就只属于我

我说过会娶你我不是开玩笑的
而且还是娶定你
我不知道你会不会等我
我也不知道会不会等到那天
5年.....
说真的我不想你走
我宁愿你跟我去台湾
一起生活一起上课
但我们都控制不了
我只好眼睁睁的放你走让你去
我知道后我心多痛你知道么
我要跟你在一起

我答应过你不哭就不哭
可是
每天晚上忍住不哭那种痛谁懂
哭了也不能让你知道
不能让你知道我想你想疯了
不能让你知道我的懦弱
不能让你担心
不能,不能,什么都不能T.T

知道你有追求者
我霸道得想尽办法阻止
就是不让他们有威胁我的余地
也确保你不会动心
我知道你不会见异思迁
可是你的狂蜂浪蝶个个都不是盖的
我的心过不去
我很难不想太多
他们好狠
狠到我伤痕累累
可是我还是得应付
你的心太软
有时我宁可你狠一点
让我觉得安全

知道我为什么喜欢赖着你吗???
因为我喜欢你看到我小孩子气的样子
看到后你就会笑
你的笑容很美
我喜欢你笑
无论再丑再白痴都好
我都会做来逗你笑

我有时会发你脾气
可是你都很有耐心的在跟我说话
从来都不会顶回我
谢谢你
我会控制我的脾气
不让你难受
因为脾气再好的人
也有爆发的时候
我知道我很爱吃醋
没办法==
因为你那里很多醋让我吃
我也不想弄到你那么为难的
可是就是过不去嘛
对不起对不起对不起
我真的很在乎你

你的一举一动
你的一言一行
都能影响我好久好久
你不开心
我不开心
但我会尽量的去逗回你开心
你开心
我比你更开心
你心情不好
我比你更加低落
你说的一句话
叫我做什么
在我能力范围内我都做
尽量去满足你
不让你对我失望
我知道我常常令你失望
所以我不会再随便给你任何承诺
确实后
我才告诉你答应你

我爱你比你爱我还要深
就算你对我冷
我也爱你
怎样都好
我比你的狂蜂浪蝶更能为你付出
相信我
陈慧冰,我爱你

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

『Jerry』